So so so much is and has been taking place! Most o’f it has been, for lack of a better word, indescribable. There isnt a way to bring the words to the surface that hit it right on the dot, so to speak. There are deep understandings, more introspective time, and much less talking. But at the same time, there is an empty spot, a much faster pace, and more communication. It all seems very odd and contradictory, and at first glance it is because they are all a part of our dualistic and integrating reality(s).

We are all, if we choose, coming together within ourselves in a conscious manner. Coming together to no longer be contradictory to our self. And when all of the contradictions within us become balanced and freed of their having to hold on for so long, our essence is naturally allowed to surface.

So here we have a surfacing clear essence, entering a world of contradictions. And you (in the body) are the steward of this surfacing, clear essence. This means that it is completely up to you as to how easy it will be or how challenging it will be.

If you choose challenging, you probably won’t pay close and complete attention to how you’re feeling in any given moment. You might get a little upset, frustrated, or confused now and again and not think too much of it. You’ll probably, instead react to your environment and then think about it later.

But guess what? "Later" lies in the future, which doesn’t exist. It is the illusion. Thus, you’ll still be living in the illusion and feeling all of the challenges of others, thinking that they’re yours.

If you choose the easy button, it will be different. You’ll see that everything is in place for you to begin experiencing what it’s like to be The Creator of your reality. You’ll see that how you’re feeling in each and every moment is actually your key to this ascension process. You no longer have the future because it no longer exists. You’ve seen through the illusion and structure of time and understand that you can play within it by knowing the moment.

The "moment" is more conceptual than a place on the clock. The moment is your temple, so to speak. It’s where you’re not aware of what time it is, but instead are deeply involved in your desire and passion to feel and express that desire. It’s where you’re aware of your breath and can allow the breath to be created by you, and then be in awe at how easy it is to breathe a deeper breath if you just allow it to be so.

One could say that this type of watching self in such an anal way would be challenging. And it may be construed that way only because it’s so different that what we’re used to doing. It may be considered challenging because it’s sometimes hard to wake up from a long nap. Sometimes we just want to sleep a little bit longer. There’s nothing wrong with that.

But sometimes we don’t want to wake up because we don’t want to face the day. We think that if we sleep just a bit longer it will get better all on its own. It, however, is you. It can’t get better on its own. It, your environment, your body, your health, your life, is You and therefore, you being the steward to You, must actively and consistently welcome and express Who You Are.

As all of the reasons that say this is challenging, hard to believe, not possible, or even that you’re not worthy! come up, it is to you that they come. Even if they’re not even really yours anymore, it is to you that they come. It is to you that they ask for acceptance and love for holding on for so long. And then it is you that must be strong enough to accept and to love the contradictions in the illusion so you may be freed.

When a feeling of sorrow enters, instead of reacting to it, observe it within you. What does it feel like? What type of interesting sensation does it bring with it? Feel it but don’t make it yours. It is easily a trap to get caught up into by assuming it’s yours and then reacting with emotion (because then it becomes yours).

Sorrow floats around all over the place in the collective consciousness. Of course you’re going to feel it. It’s there and you’re sensitive to it because you know exactly what it feels like. You’ve felt it many times in your existence and it has with it a memory that can mistakenly be thought of as yours right now.

It is impossible that it is yours however, because the Creator (your clear essence) isn’t filled with sorrow. The Creator You is new. These old emotional energies are a shadow that look and feel like they’re real but when you reach out to touch one of them or use them as a part of your structure, they don’t have any substance anymore. Sorrow, anger, guilt, poverty and all of those lower vibrational energies don’t exist where you truly are. Those are all human emotional energies from human experience. But they are not now, nor will they ever again be yours.

The Divine Human Creator Being that is actually and truly you is here for the experience, the expression, the passion in creation, and to be the right voice at the right time for those who are feeling lost.

What you have now is the moment. Your moment that you can choose to do and express in any way you wish, and your humanly engrained limits are all that are standing in the way from now on. So it is time to say hello (in a new way) to each and every doubt, belief in poverty, and fear that flows through you. They are no longer yours now, but very easily can be if you hold onto them and mistakenly think that they are.

Think of this: Energy doesn’t need words, eyes, or ears to be real or effective. You don’t have to see these doubts, sorrows, poverty, or fears for them to be real. You don’t have to hear or speak them for them to come in and nest inside of you. But you do, however, tend to speak, see, and hear them once they are a part of you. You can be sitting all alone on the side of a mountain and without even consciously knowing it, allow the energy of these lower human beliefs to enter and take root. They cruise around looking for validation and will gladly be validated within you should you allow it. They’re just energy.

You, the new Creator being feels all of this and doesn’t always know what to do with it. You are supposed to take everything in because you are the Creator of it in that moment. But remember, the Creator takes everything in and loves it as simply the energy that it is. It observes the energy and understands that within all of these contradictions going on in our world there are many, many things that are not the Creators ANYMORE.

So the Creator observes the feelings of sorrow, of guilt, of poverty, or of fear that are all around and welcomes them in so that they can move through efficiently and with balance. The Creator accepts all that is felt with great love and compassion because the Creator feels everything. But the Creator knows that these energies are simply floating around and are a part of an old system that still looks real.

After the Creator observes and accepts these floating energies, they become balanced within, then without. (See the O.A.R. Ascension article) The Creator simply breathes through these lower, illusional energies knowing that each time it happens, there are less and less lower energies floating about.

But that’s only one side of the coin for the Creator. The Creator doesn’t just sit around breathing and balancing energies all the time because then that would be out of balance also. The Creator knows that "Creation" is the main objective. Thus while breathing and balancing all of these crazy energies, The Creator is also focusing on what it does best -creation in the passion of the Divine Moment. Then, yes then the Creator is happy.

We’re slowly putting on the shoes of another reality, while walking in the old ones like we’re in a television show, and watching the unfolding of this miraculous time before us. It’s easy oh so easy to get caught up in what’s happening with our emotions and the emotions of others, but we must remember that whether these emotions and feelings are inside or outside of us, they are not real, not ours, and are but a shadow of what we used to be.

We don’t have to validate or make them real any longer if we don’t want to. But they will come up, act like they’re ours, and then if not loved, felt, honored, and balanced, will become ours again because that’s what they do.

Stay strong. We’re there…wherever "there" is, and all of the new possibilities are ready to be brought into this reality. But they must be brought in through the place of passion, clarity and divinity, in the moment of the Creator. The new creations and manifestations need a clear passage that is beyond the old, illusional fears and beliefs so that they also come in clearly and passionately.

Much Love,

Ornesha