d. April 7, 2008 - The Green Journey of our Spirit

The New Reality Awaits...

Hello my friends!

We are welcoming springtime into our lives and with it, all that is new and fertile. It’s been such a long road with its winding curves, steep inclines, and rocky trails, making our way out of one reality and settling into another. The mind still doesn’t want to acknowledge the open spaces we now find ourselves in, and continues to beg for a reason to go back to the way things used to be. It still tries to whisper to you that the person you see in the mirror is merely the human you once thought you were, and hence, the body still complies and occasionally reacts in a physical way, which thus has you wondering, "when is all of this going to end?"

And as you’ve probably noticed, words just don’t seem to quite hit the nail on the head most of the time when searching for a way to explain or interpret this process of deep evolution we’re living with. I would imagine that the reason there is so much trouble putting these concepts into words is because the concepts we’re now living go way beyond what our minds have experienced and can comprehend on an intellectual level.

The mind will for now and some time to follow, want to give old labels to new things that are occuring. For example, the mind will want to label your tummy as feeling sick, bloated, or gassy when you’re actually simply allowing and holding more of your own Divine Consciousness in that area. It will want to label your head as having a headache when you’re actually feeling the two halves of the brain creating new paths to meet each other or feeling the pineal gland transform itself to assist with a new type of sight. It will want to tell you to not let go of that "prized possession" for fear of losing yet another "thing" when your soul is actually clearing the way for something a thousand times more wonderful to come in for you.

All of these things and the many more that we’re experiencing defy traditional mental understanding and really don’t need words to explain them, other than to give comfort to others who are also experiencing them. It really does give a sense of relief to understand the bigger picture so that the mind can stop guessing and messing. But as a "rule", this isn’t a "mental process" and doesn’t require a lot of words to describe it, label it, or limit it.

I write everyday and put a lot of "words" on pieces of paper but oddly enough, never save any of the pieces of paper to later see what I’ve written about. I’m quite sure that there’s a black hole inside my house, and it keeps moving around to different spots...But what I’ve learned is that it’s a good way for me to listen to my soul which understands that I never have to "keep" anything and to continually allow more open space for new creation. (This all sounds wonderful now, but for quite a long time, I would get frustrated that I’d constantly lose all of the things I’d write about.) :) 

Anyway, let’s take a look at some of what’s going on so that we don’t have to spend a lot of time in our minds, wondering where we sit in all of this.

Duality is ever increasing in the world and bringing up to the surface every single issue of fear, anger, hopelessness, and lack. Governments, institutions, individuals, the land, the sea, the weather, plant, animal, and mineral life are all energy held by consciousness and are all experiencing core cleansing and will continue experiencing core cleanings for some time. Is this bad? No. But simply understanding the concept of the core cleansing and rebooting isn’t always enough to keep us out of the drama surrounding it.

Sure, we may understand that structure itself is being de-structured and that whatever is happening with governments, for example, really doesn’t have anything to do with our own path. But then at the same time, we get all emotionally involved in what’s happening at our workplace or what’s taking place in a "group" we belong to. Someone will usually want to be "right" ~ and then we, out of habit, will want to get involved somehow and tell them that they may not be "right".  When doing that, however, not only are we not honoring that they are The Creator of their existence, but also that we must not be The Creator of ours if we have to fix it.

We may understand that the banking and financial institutions are de-structuring, but then at the same time, get very involved with our own bank accounts, credit and debt that we may still believe that we have.

We have the concept that we’re all Creators, which is truly different than the old concept that there was only one Creator. We can feel the grandeur of that, but at the same time tippy toe around the thought that the ego can get involved and so we think that we must use heavy, human discernment because of the fear of power and control. But in the end, The Creator absolutely needs no control over anything and the power is in the unconditional love that eminates from within and out to all of creation. 

This is not to say that discernment is not a necessary component in our path to full enlightenment. As with everything else that is evolving, the allowance for this term to also evolve in now taking its place in humanity.  As we begin living with the Creator, even in theory, we gain the value of understanding there’s an old energy world that still exists and a new energy world that mainly exists within self, but is slowly showing itself to all who can see it with expanded vision. 

In this new reality, you are the Creator of your existence and thus carefully monitoring all that you create so that you can gain the knowledge of how creation works.  There is also an "old" reality with a collective consciousness that is pre-awakened and still holding on to fears, doubts, confusion, and plain old duality.  This collective exists still but you, in the new energy, are not effected by it and are free to create your own reality in a new way.  And here’s where the evolved view of discernment comes in.  Instead of looking at discernment as an evolved form of judgment, take the judgment out completely and then what you’re looking at is the ability to discipher what is yours and what is not.

The fears and doubts that run through the previous and still present collective grids will run through them until there are no more fears and doubts.  But the question to ask yourself is, "are these old fears and doubts mine?"  "Are they the thoughts of the Creator, or are they the thoughts of an old way that doesn’t jive with me anymore?"  The Creator, You, doesn’t need fears, doubts, confusion, or duality. 

So it is now a choice you must make in discernment.  Do you choose to take in these energies and make them yours?  There is no judgment anymore, there is only the simple observation of the different realities and then the choosing of which one you’d like to reside in.  In this, every other Creator is allowed their path and you are not effected by their path in any way.

The concept of being The Creator, meaning The Creator of your own existance, only gets confusing when it gets looked at from the eyes of the human...because the "human" still believes in the One Creator concept. But bring multi-dimensionality into it and then you begin to see that it’s essentially true. There really is only One Creator...It’s You, but there are also many, many, many other Creators that are also in human form remembering how to become The One...because The One is Many.

An amazing number of humans are allowing the Creator Being or the Divine to meld with the physical body and thus steadily and increasingly remember the unspeakable and undeniable. Stronger than anything ever felt, the desire to understand Who You Are comes in in tidal waves and washes over your existence, each time taking away a little more of who you thought you were. And each time you remember a little bit more about Who You Are.

Personally, I’m remembering a "grand being" that resides within me. I’m remembering the very first time that the physical reality (earth) was experienced in physical form, and leaning, on a daily basis, how it all fits together. But the road is still a constant challenge. I’m housed in this physical body (no matter how much information and knowledge is inside of me) and working through this process with a consciosuness that has so much human experience. Yes, frustrating. Yes challenging. Yes tiresome. But oh yes, worth every Divine Moment!

segway...Which brings in another concept...Loving self. We’re slowly and increasingly learning about Love and what Love really is. We’re not checking in with others to see how we feel or what’s going on with us quite as often as we used to. The true vessel of knowledge is being explored, felt, and understood. We’re beginning to feel what it]s like to love self, which doesn’t necessarily mean eating "right", exercising, or day salons.

Love has more to do with this little bubbly feeling that is chocolate, foot message, and big sunset all put together. It comes from the core of you and you can feel it in your heart and your belly. It’s happy. It’s giggly. It’s interesting to you. It’s your You. Even more expanded than the angelic you, it’s the Divine saying how much it loves Who You Are and what you’ve done. And from there, we’re all beginning to experience what Love really is.

Is this Love coming in from the mind? Do you have to think "love" in order to feel it? No. The mind has been asking, no begging to relax and not be the aspect of the human that has had its hand on the safety valves all the time. The understanding and acceptance of Love doesn’t need the human mind to bring it into this reality with you. It will be found in the feeling, awareness, sensation, and acceptance of The Divine Self saying, "I Love You now and I’ve always been in Love with You" from the inside and from your core.

And this is accessed through...the Breath!

Have you ever noticed that when you breathe into your lungs, in and out, that it is often difficult clearing the mind, relaxing the body, and becoming aware of the true now? That’s because the breath into the lungs is for our own human survival. When we are breathing just using the lungs, we are essentially saying that we believe in survival and all of the tension that goes with it. In other words, our minds are still holding on to the safety valves and creating more of the "human experience".

The breath is the conduit, the greaser, and the path of the spirit, the etheric, and the Divine Self to come into this reality. It’s always there, if we choose. This gift is always available because we are loved so much by our True Selves, and our True Selves would never ever make it hard to access self. We make it hard. Or, at least we have become very good at making it hard...but that too has come to a place of transformation and we are now aware that we don’t have to make it hard anymore.

We can now push the "easy" button simply by breathing into and from the core of self. We can breathe from the belly, where lately, there has been a lot of construction going on. We can observe this "construction" as it is just simply a part of what the human is going through and breathe, the Divine Breath to ease the discomfort and also become one with our True Selves.

You know, I’ve been hearing for so long, that the breath is where creation comes from...the inhale being representative of the acceptance in receiving creation, and the exhale being the release of that particular creation of that moment. And yes, this is where we’re headed. I believe it’s called instant manifestation :)

But to get there, there really needs to be total acceptance of the exact moment that you’re in. It means that the old collective consciousness is no longer yours and has nothing to do with you, The Creator. You are the collective of You and the old "fear thoughts" are absolutely no longer yours. It means the conscious breath of acceptance and the understanding that Love is the air that you breathe - coming from you. It means complete trust that your soul now speaks through the breath and will bring your heart’s desires directly to you, through you, and that you can release that moment and that creation upon its conception. Do you see why the human mind can quickly get all boggled around this?

Feel the difference in breathing through the lungs as we’ve all been doing unconsciously for so long, and then feel the deeper breath. Feel how easy it is to accept and receive yourself, your True Self when you acknowledge your core and the light that is currently held there for your exploration. It is absolutely not hard in any way, no matter what the mind might want to say. It’s the easiest thing we’ll ever do. In fact, it’s so simple that the mind wants to complicate it and ask if we’re doing it the right way. Just relax and receive yourself for a moment. Easy. And yes I say "easy", like perhaps you can flip a switch and suddenly this process is easy, but the truth is that we are the ones who have to ALLOW it to be easy.

So to sum it all up, it looks as though we’re yet again at another cross-roads. Simply put, do you choose the old way of doing things, or do you choose the new? If you choose the new, then choose it, every moment to get past this weird period that we’re all in, and to allow the new to fully blossom just in time for spring. :)

With Much Love

Ornesha and The Green Ascension Family

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