h. December 10, 2007 - The Green Journey

It’s Creation Time! 

Make a choice and focus on the delight in getting (there).

This is a very clear explanation of the new type of creation being experienced, and this is why: 

Humanity has been creating from a place of fear and survival for a long, long, long time.  (I’m sure we all remember that place all too well.) That place is there for many reasons, but for the purposes of this topic, it has been caused by the human brain gathering so much information without knowing what to do with it. 

It has been telling us that the illusion was real, and that the fears and self-doubts were also real.  And they truly were until we all stopped to take a look at them and began to understand what "self" really was.

We’ve been creating from this place of weights, measures, positives, negatives, pasts, futures, analyzing, and judgment.  In other words, the input we’ve given to our true Creator beings has been based in the illusion and in duality.  Thus what we would end up with in our lives would be the same as the information put into to it. 

Speaking now, from the other side of that illusion, the simplicity of it is easy to see.  Getting to the other side of the illusion, however, can be tricky.  It’s simple in its concept, "Make a choice and focus on the delight in getting (there)" but yet not simple because we get in our own way of the simplicity by thinking from the old brain and using the old brain perspective. 

And the reason that "there" is in parenthesis is because "there" doesn’t really exist.  There is no destination.  Ending in all forms is just illusion.  We tend to be focused on the end result, but the "end" only resides in the illusion.  Therefore, what we usually "focus" on is actually illusion.

I was telling a few close friends just recently that I feel like a "human experiment".  I’ve literally put my spirit, body, and now mind through the proverbial ringer to get to the full understanding of self in a new way, without the old religious or spiritual guidelines.  It has been twenty years of focus, about seven years of "ah-ha’s", and roughly four years of complete obsession and now I can say, "O.K., it was all worth it."

So let’s take a look at the human mind.  After all of the meditations, balancing, and new information, it still constantly talks and creates for you.  This is confusing.  How much inner work needs to be done before you can just stop the old reality/identity and begin floating and creating in the new?  How long do thoughts of self-doubt and fear have to exist in your reality?  They don’t.  Their time is over.  And even though they get to continue existing in the collective consciousness, they don’t exist for you anymore. 

Your body is ready for this and your mind is ready for this. 

From this point on, when you have a thought that is based in fear, anxiety, self-doubt, anger, confusion, frustration, jealousy, or just plain unbalanced, stop what you’re doing immediately. 

There are two yous that you are experiencing.  There is the you that is your past identity and its past identities from past lifetimes.  It (the idea of it) is attached to the collective consciousness and is used to imbalanced thoughts.  It has been feeding and validating them for a very, very long time.  The collective of you and of everyone else is unending - it holds every experience, thought, possibility, and potential of every instant of your and everyone else’s existence from the beginning.  Whew - it;s busy. 

Then there is the other You.  It’s the essence You.  Religion loosely talks about it as the second coming of the Christ.  Spirituality talks about it as your God Self.  It is the TRUE You that has begun merging with the human body.  It is the You that will fully occupy your body and existence very soon and must be recognized at this time.  It must be given fertile ground to blossom in.  It’s the Creator You that wants to experience now so that your whole life can be fun and full of love and adventure from now on.  In other words, no more struggling because the Creator doesn’t struggle.

As the two You’s are merging, it is very confusing to still take on the thoughts of the collective, like your "old identity" wants to and knows how to.  They are not yours anymore and you don’t have to choose to make them yours.  All they do is drag this process on so that you can balance the thoughts of a collective that has no end.  No fun. 

So when you have a "thought" that is based in imbalance, know (from the Creator You), absolutely, that it is coming from the collective, is not yours.  Choose to STOP what you’re doing for a moment.  Give yourself no more than 15 (fifteen) seconds to have that thought within your being.  Know that if that thought filters through to your being, you will be creating from that place of imbalance and thus will create imbalance. 

BREATHE deeply from your core through you body and feel the breath.  Breathe up through the mind and relax for a moment.  Who are you really?  Feel and perceive of the true you.  ALLOW yourself to go deeper with the breath.  Where is the breath originating from?  The body is an illusion.  Look for the place the breath REALLY comes from.

Breathe from the mind.  Allow yourself to experience what it’s like for your mind to breathe.  It does, you know.  Don;t try to make yourself breathe from any particular place, but feel it as it already does breathe from all of these places anyway.  Allow the breath to lead you to your TRUE CORE ESSENCE and allow the body to be open and pleased with what it finds.

Do this every single time a thought comes in which is based in the old collective way of thinking.  Oh gosh, you may notice that you have many, many thoughts based in the old collective way of thinking.  Observe your old identity having those thoughts - they are not yours anymore.  Observe your mind and stay in observation mode so that you don’t get attached to the old thoughts.  15 seconds is all they have now, and no more than that.

Now - you breathe and begin recognizing your Creator Being.  It won’t be in your mind.  It will be a quiet place.  There won’t be friction as you know it, there won’t be the push/pull awareness, and it is so subtle that your mind will try to describe it or give it a definition of some kind.  But then you will be back in your head.  Breathe - allow - perceive of what is unexplainable and then breathe some more so that you don’t try to explain it.  Just be. There’s no action required here.

What would you like to experience right now?  Give yourself something simple.  Peace of mind, a cup of tea, a giggle...what would you like.  Make a choice (Which is the next tough cookie to swallow for us humans).  Make a choice.  Make the choice based perfectly in you and your moment.  We humans must remember how to make choices, every moment about what we desire. 

But we don’t focus on the outcome or the "getting there" because then we gain an attachment to the outcome and screw ourselves up again.  There is no outcome; there is only experience in the moment.  So instead of focusing on the end result, feel yourself focus on the delight of the desire that you have. 

And you don’t have to "figure out" a way that it’s going to happen.  It’s already done, why would you have to keep reliving it?  It’s in the past because you’ve already chosen it!

None of this is hard.  The tough part is actually stopping yourself from going on a roller coaster ride of imbalanced thoughts.  It’s still easy to look at our own emotions as being real because we feel them.  That’s why it’s really important to be the observer of your mind and understand the difference between the structured, old reality, and the free-flowing clarity of the new reality.

Have a super fun and magical time with this for this magical time of year.  2008 is truly a new beginning and we’re ready for it!

If you would like more information on the human enlightenment process, please go to The Meta Arts Magazine - Ascension symptoms in the body 

If you would like assistance working through this amazing process, I’d be more than happy to do so.  Please contact me at ornesha@greenascension.com

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