f. February 10, 2008 - The Green Journey

Happy February!

Energetic Update 

(This first part of the newsletter was posted several days ago in a couple of forums I regularly post in, and I normally wouldn’t add it to the newsletter, but this time I felt it was a worthy tidbit!) 

A couple of days ago we began experiencing the emotions, feelings, and fears of what can be called "the end of the road"...in a matter of speaking, anyway. 

We’ve been, up to this point, traveling with an extensive amount of baggage and have been in the belief that we actually needed all of it in order to clothe, feed, and care for ourselves. The baggage has been heavy though, and has caused us to struggle while carrying all of it around.  And here’s the funny thing.  The baggage is now and has always been a defining factor in the makeup of the illusion. 

Look at it this way:  You’re traveling down a road, carrying bulky, heavy luggage, filled with all of the beliefs that cause you to think that you are separate, that you suffer, you survive, and you exchange energy.  But as you walk, you notice that the road becomes more narrow, and even more narrow the farther you go. 

Eventually the road works into a narrow corridor where you notice that there’s definately not enough room for both you AND your luggage. 

The space begins to feel tight and restrictive because you are unable to move back and forth, side to side, or up and down. Fear, anxiety, depression, confusion, anger, and sadness come in.  Fear of letting go of what you’re so used to and what will happen if you do;  Anxiety about releasing old responsibilities; Depression because of the feeling of being "stuck" with nowhere to go; Confusion about what to do next since what used to work, doesn’t anymore; Anger at having to change when you just want to rest and be at peace; and sadness at what has been left behind already.

Each one of our "private little issues" is coming forth, to the table to be looked at and seen.  The "issues" that are being bothersome are the ones coming from the core of each of us individually and cannot be ignored any longer because they will not simply fade into the distance or magically go away simply by not paying attention to them. 

And what if you give in to all of these feelings and emotions?  Would you then create an equal whirlwind of huge B.S. in your life because of just giving in and accepting them as a victim to them?

Do you see what the human mind can do?  Do you see how deeply embedded the single, linear, human, 3-D reality is?  If you "give into them" as the victim to them, then, yes, a large pile of B.S. might just show up.  And even though it wouldn’t last very long, it could still cause some stress. 

Instead, you see that the "human" part of you is at this place now.  The Divine part of you is also here, integrated with your human self, but being rather quiet right now while the "human" lets go.  Thus you understand that this is really and truly a Divine place to be since you’re here. 

You are the Creator of your reality and so breathe deeply the Creator’s breath that comes from YOU.  It comes from deep inside you, not outside from the "air" and atmosphere.  It begins with you, in you, for you.  Breathe the breath that begins in your core and moves outward through your cells, your thoughts, and your environment.  Breathe this conscious breath until your mind relaxes.  Your mind will want to think about this...BREATHE.

Observe. 

Take one of the feelings/emotions that you have.  Breathe it in and feel it.  Observe it.  DO NOT THINK ABOUT IT.  Feel without the mind what it feels like.  The Observer in you is directly linked to the Divine You and will assist the "human you" though this.  The feeling and the observation of the feeling takes you to the core. 

Accept. 

The Divine You is your "tool".  Feel what the energy of the emotion feels like and breathe with it, like you’ve never felt this particular feeling before.  Open your metaphorical arms wide to it and LOVE IT like it was a blessed child coming to you for love and acceptance.  Be the gentle and warm parent to your feelings and emotions. 

Each part of you that shows up, shows up for a reason.  It shows up to be balanced so that you can move beyond it.  Each feeling/emotion that is uncomfortable is there in the perfect time for you as a gift.  And it is this perspective that will ease the road and move you through the challenges of the narrow corridor and out to the other side.

And as the collective consciousness is so very busy right now, there may be lots of things that you might think are yours, but in fact are simply floating through the collective, looking for a place to be validated.  Even though they may have, at one point, been yours to look at, the memory of them can easily make them yours once again by personally taking them on. 

We don’t have to suffer anymore.  Suffering comes from the judgement that something is wrong or not the way you think it should be. 

Remember Who You Are at all times now, and breathe The Creator’s Breathe when you forget.  It is there, always for you.

With Much Love,

O.

Going Beyond Human Vibration

Up to this point in our evolution, we have become used to the sounds, colors, and feel of the different vibrations in our environment and are obviously used to them even if we’re not consciously aware of them at all times. 

And with the current and coming times ahead we are being and will be introduced to a new type of reality.  The new reality meshes and sometimes not so seemlessly blends with what we know and are used to experiencing now, and like a new child, is slowly nurtured into its new life.

But because we still have these darned human minds that want to examine and decipher what is taking place, we will usually revert to going back to what we know how to do and how we already know how to do it.  Thus, if something feels different in us, our minds come in, try to figure it out, come to no solid conclusions, and leave us feeling confused, sad, mad, or depressed without knowing why.

It’s because the new energy isn’t a part of what we hold in the brain as knowledge, and so the mind has nowhere to go for its information.  And so if it’s not going to come from our intellectual minds and what we’re used to identifying with, where is it going to come from?

When you look around you, you can easily see the beauty of the different colors that surround you, or hear the different sounds in the air, or even smell the fragrances floating about.  All of them hold their own specific vibrations for us to easily categorize and know that they are what they appear to be.  All of these things are held in this reality by our collective understanding of them and each vibrate in their own manner.

Try this exercise:

Close your eyes (after reading this:-) and visualize the color violet/blue.  Visualize a bright, vibrant, wonderous violet/blue for a moment...and then open your eyes again.

OK, so you can probably visualize this beautiful color pretty easily without much effort just by joining the two colors you already know of in your mind and seeing what they look like together.

Close your eyes again (in a second) and take a deep, deep breath from the core of you and simply be with yourself for just a moment.  Bring in the color violet/blue.  It’s going to come in through the mind and tell you what it is.  Breathe through the mind, letting the color go and move deeper into self.  More appropriately, allow a deeper self to be there with you.  Feel the color violet/blue for a moment without the visualization of it. 

Hold your hand out and place a violet/blue ball in your palm, but instead of visualizing the color, feel what that specific color feels like.  It won’t feel the same as green or yellow per se because it’s a different color and has a different vibration.  How does it feel?  Hold it for a moment and gently breathe with it.  It will be subtle as the energetic vibration of it speaks to you from within.  Feel without the mental categorization or visual confirmation and allow violet/blue to say hello in a new way beyond what the eyes have been seeing. 

Next we work into the heart.  The heart has been feeling rather empty lately as though nothing seems to be quite as it should.  And then we place doubt, fear, anxiety, confusion, sadness, depression, and all of these different emotions into this place of our heart because it feels different but mostly, we can’t put our finger on it because it’s so new.

No matter how we choose to manifest the feeling that is in our hearts lately, it still all stems from the quietness that is taking place within.  And without our deep understanding of this quietness, confusion can come into play.  But when we understand something it’s no longer just a concept or an idea that sounds good.  It becomes real and begins working for and with our human selves.

So close your eyes and go deeply and quietly within, breathing the breath of the Creator self.  Breathe that loving, deep, and honest breath that says you are here, present and accepting your existence.  Allow the outside, illusionary world to melt away just for a moment and be within, with self.  Bring your awareness into your heart.  It doesn’t matter if it’s the heart organ itself, the heart chakra, or the chest area, it’s your heart and it’s there with you for you to feel.  Bring your awareness into the quietness of the heart, beyond any emotions that wrap around it like a costume. 

If you try to feel it, you’ll be pushing towards a feeling that you’d expect instead of simply feeling what is already there.  Breathe and ALLOW yourself to feel. Allow the quietness of the heart to talk to you, to feel you, to be heard and experienced by you.  Feel the empty space and what appears to be the quietness.  Breathe it in with the acceptance that it is there and then just sit with it for a moment.

Trust that this quietness has a message for you, maybe not in words or thoughts, but in the energetic understanding of your place in this process we call ascension. 

And here is where I stop talking about this place.  I surely wouldn’t want to tell you what you’ll find because the experience is yours and very personal.  But I can say that you’ll have an amazing time with the ride!

Next:

Feel what’s beyond the quietness...

Much Love,

O.

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Have an amazing February!

The Green Ascension Team