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Posted March 1st, 2008 by ornesha
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Whew...

So much has taken place in these last couple of days...energetically, that is.  And, not to mention the headache that moves around inside my head, like it’s looking for some place to land.

It hasn’t bothered me too much, tho.  I’ve been paying more attention to everything in and around my heart chakra and watching how my whole world responds to it. 

Yesterday, Tina wrote an amazing email to Kara and myself, talking about her seeing the mind as a child and her heart as the Divine.  Perfect explanation Tina!  So it got me "thinking" on what that really means to me...

Here’s what I’ve found:

As my head has been trying to talk lately, I’ve found it harder to feel my "heart center".  If I don’t like my head talking, or singing, or yelling, or pouting, or...then I automatically try to have it stopped by my working on balancing it.

All of that used to work!  Up until recently, anyway.  If I saw something that I "didn’t like" I’d simply balance within me, the dislike of it.  Then, it was fine, even wonderful sometimes.

But now, there’s no more NEED to balance.  By that I mean that should I find a need to balance, I’m living in a place that is out of balance.  So if I’m not balancing anymore...then I must be creating! 

If I’m creating now...I mean really truly and honestly consciously creating right now, I’m really and truly not going to be using my "head" the way that I used to. 

There’s been an interesting feeling coming from my mid-section up though the heart area at the same time as there’s been a headache in my head...The sensation feels almost tingly and light.  I can even "dowse" with this tingly feeling sensation already.  But it’s not there if I’m "thinking".  And it’s quite obvious if it’s there or not, I mean I can feel it.

This just tells me - or confirms for me - that staying in the moment, with no past or future existing for me, breath coming from me, and desire for my passion doesn’t come from the head.  Creating can’t come from the head!  Bout time ~ Smiling

 

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You Are Ascending

On April 14th, 2008 drbennett says:

Hi Ornesha and Everyone,

This leads me to post another article about Ascension Symptoms and what they mean.

I was just going to send you an email because I felt dizzy and disoriented this morning. That usually means that there are energies manifesting in someone I know.

So look for the topic “Ascension Symptoms” and this might explain what we are experiencing.

Love,
D.R.

Hi D.R.

On April 15th, 2008 ornesha says:

I can’t wait to see what you have to say about it!

The latest area that I’m feeling all of this in is MY WHOLE BODY ~ lol ~

No...but since we’re on the subject...heart/head collaberation or catastrophe

This is getting pretty clear too...When you go into that quiet default mode of not really actively and consciously creating, yet not really thinking or worrying the body feels like it’s in some sort of "limbo" state. Maybe like a car, sitting in neutral, not yet put into gear.

Then, whatever gear you choose, the car will respond accordingly, right?

I saw this really clearly today. I was sitting in neutral, so to speak, and not really choosing anything, but existing. Not bad, not good, just being...

A thought came into my head that had a "worry" attached to it regarding my daughter. So I acted on that "thought" and got a correspondingly unbalanced result.

I called her and she didn’t answer. Then my body responded and I could immediately feel that WOW worry feeling that really likes to take over and steer.

I suppose I let myself FEEL it for almost 10 minutes and by that time, my body was reacting.

This is almost uncommon for me, and I really didn’t like how it felt while I was sitting in it.

Then I went and sat myself outside and remembered that I was in my head - and thus would be creating my own shit directly from the experience I was having at that moment.

So, on came the brakes and I realized that no worry I could ever have was worth my creating more of it.

Then I simply breathed and hopped into Sarah’s consciousness and swam around and allowed the experience - she felt wonderful - I remembered that I could actually do that, and chose to create from that very feeling.

My body immediately stopped palpitating and she - right then - called to say "hi"!

Moral of the story... The body will only "react" when using the mind to create your reality. It might be about time that we consider the idea that the body reacts to "mind creating" because it’s so unnatural...

Namaste O.